facing the music

My first final paper will be on the 29th of October, that leaves me with another 24 days, approximately, to study for the finals.

*okayyyy, sweating already...hyperventilating*

*you are going to be juuusssttt fine husna, just start studying by NOW and you'll be juussst FINE*

I'm trying hard to console myself. I have anxiety problems when it comes to exams. So, I've already taken some measures to REDUCE that ANXIETY by planning my study timetable on my calendar.

*not the usual timetable like we always have in schools though. 8am-12pm: study. 12pm-1pm:lunch. 1-4pm:study....pfftt..who does that anyway in uni? haha~swiping the sweat off my forehead~*

I mean just a normal monthly calendar where I will specify the date range for each subject I should study. It helps to keep my study plan on track.

Okay, the purpose of the post is to actually remind myself that I would want to study hard from now on to prepare myself for the finals, so that I wont regret it in the end. I can have long nights without proper sleep, just for the sake of this finals, and I would want it to pay off.

*remind myself that I would want everything to be in HD or D*

*which means I would have to work my a@# off for the accounting paper, blame the lousy mid-sem marks..pfftt..~geleng kepala~*

*remember2, that I would want to ace this exam because I would want to graduate with high WAM ~repeat like a chant~*

final words: okay, i'm off to do what i'm suppose to do now. studylah, duh...